Done

I'm done with it. Time to execute the drill. You might be surprised by things that I could pull off. No more bargaining.

I'm

D.O.N.E

~

Smile!~

Just smile and all the pain will go away.

It will ease away the pain.

=D =D =D

=) =) =)

^^ ^^ ^^

Mission accomplished.

=D

-,-

If you've made up your mind, please don't bother changing it.

You have seen it coming. The next time, just ignore. Ignore and pretend you do not know.

It's not worth it. Now trying to console myself.

What's not yours from the beginning is never a lost when you lose it. So look on the bright side, you did not lose anything.

Now, telling myself. Not to give in anymore. Enough is enough. No more games, no more manipulating.

Please. I beg you to let me go.

Celebration

Congratulations Yih-Jie Wong. Today, you just lost a friend. For your extreme luck, you are awarded with a lifetime supply of sorrow, remorse and animosity. Well, maybe it's better off like this than lying to yourself right?

When you think about it, maybe you've just made a person free from your control. Oh wait, was I controlling or was I the one being controlled?

Anyways, going to celebrate this special day. With a date with my pillow, blanket and bed that are the only ones that can drench themselves in what I feel. Too bad they are only not human. If not, they would make great company.

Still the same

You always know when to get me. And most importantly where. It's always been like that. I wonder why I always let myself be the puppet. Pulled with strings that are controlled by you. How I wish that one day I would be able to cut those strings and set myself free. However, a puppet is lifeless without the strings to direct him.

So what now? Should I just cut the strings and be lifeless, or should I carry on being your puppet for the rest of my life?

Better, why don't I just disappear for a moment or two. Maybe it's time. You never really needed me. I was merely just a decoration.

Well, hustle up now. It's time to make a decision.

=(

It's so clever when someone knows how to use different types of sentences in different type of situations.

Maybe indirectly you're the mastermind after all. I just the follower obeying to your every rule.

Lets just keep it short. Maybe not sweet. Somehow, I feel bitter now.

Penible!!!~

It's really getting tired and sickening. Sometimes you get sick living with it and sometimes you feel so lost without it.

How much longer must it carry on? Soon, you will find a replacement. And soon, there will be no use of this scrap anymore. Or do you still need this scrap to become your minion and do all the jobs for you while you, sir all high and mighty just relax and unwind killing time peacefully?

I really don't like being used if that's the way it is now. But deep down inside me, I believe I'm right and what others say are not correct. I solemnly do. = =...

So, you there, do not give me a reason. A reason to regret my choices. A reason to not want to believe anymore. Well, that's handy. As if I've not made enough wrong choices. =,=|| !!~