Pressure = Force/Area

Argh!!!~...The pressure is killing it. The force is getting bigger and bigger whereas there is just little area for it to withstand the force. Will it just succumb to defeat or make a miracle happen?

What must it do to go through this peacefully and happily?
How can it minimize the force and pressure that is forcing themselves on it?
What should be done?
It's now 4.30 am in the morning, and IT has not yet sleep.
*sighs*
IT is going to be a casualty soon.
Soon. Very soon.

Last Stand!~

I know this is lame, but what the h*ll. No one reads it anyways. =D

Here goes,


You ARE my best friend and nothing would change it.

End of story.

Up to you on how you see it.
Up to you on how you deal with it.
That's all I guess.

Will it last?

Lately, I've been moody. Feeling everything's lost for whatever reason. Can't help to not think of it. Maybe it's because I can't accept the truth or maybe I just want to live with it.

I've always said that I will try to move on but never once managed to do so. Then I will start whining all over until one day, someone smacked the hell out of me. It's not that I've not tried, yes I tried, but I gave up half way, not having the courage to do so.

Maybe it's time for me to realize that some things cannot be measured visually only. If that's what you believe than that's how it would be. It's the best remedy for the soul. Sometimes you may wonder why aren't you treated the way others are. Sometimes you may question why you are the one always trying to synchronize with others.

It's all very subjective and depends on how you see it. Your point of view may be different from others. Sometimes it's just simpler when you keep your thoughts to yourself. Sometimes life is simpler when you don't hope for much when you've already failed a few times. Yes, it is not a good value giving up easily, but I guess there's a point where you just know. Knowing that it's time for you to move on. Never to look behind on what you've once had and concentrate on what you're going to achieve.

Though it feels hurt once in a while, time will heal the pain.

What important is not the words that come out from our mouths.
What important is not the amount of messages we receive.
What important is not the way that I am sometimes treated a bit cold than others. What important is not the amount of private details we know about each other.
What important is not the lack of conversation we sometimes have.

However, what important is the mutual understanding that we have for each other.
A mouth to give advices.
An ear to listen to problems.
A shoulder to cry on.
A person who would understand.
A person to count on.
A person to trust.
A person of no replacement.

Wishing that it will last. You are were my best friend.

Unwell!!~

Argh....this stomach is really killing me. Don't know what's wrong it with. Everything just seem to go from bad to worse. Can't there be anything I can do? Freaks me out. Pisses me off. Done!

Interior Monologue

Feeling so paranoia now.Don't know why. Maybe you do but you just don't want to accept it. You must stop thinking this way. You must stop hurting myself. The only thing that will happen in the end is getting into grief and pain again. Over and over again. Aren't you bored?

Can't you just give up? You're such a sore loser do you know that? Accept the fact that you lost. Live with it. If you want to, let it haunt you for maybe a week, or maybe for your life. That's how life is. Sometimes you stand, sometimes you fall. When you stand, the moment only lasts for a while. When you fall, everyone will remember and it feels like forever.

So do you really want to pick this road again? Choose this road again? Don't you think you've had enough? It's time for you to let go. Time for you to move on. Don't get yourself hurt over and over again. You've had enough. You don't deserve this. Forget everything and you will be liberated. You just have to be strong. Persevere this, and there will be nothing that you can't face.

As much as you want to think of it, push it away. Pile yourself up with other important things that need more of your attention. Forget all those petty problems. There are just small obstacles for you to overcome and when you manage to overcome them, soon the big picture will reveal itself. There's always a silver lining. Never give up. Try your best. Soon, one day, you will be able to forgive and forget whoever that has hurt you before. Yes, one day, you will. You can. Believe.

=D

Sometimes, I feel so helpless because I am unable to help. I know that you have problems but I just can't seem to help much. Maybe you think I'm just being too nosy cause it's none of my business. Sometimes, it wont hurt to give yourself a break and try to hold on to others, rather than trying to survive the current all on your own.

It's just too much for one to handle. Not for you, not even for me. Don't keep it all to yourself. Try and learn to let go a bit more. =). Take care of yourself.

haha....now for the main point...am going to Genting Highlands during the weekend..woohoo~~!..haha...although its been just a few months ago since I've been to Genting, the feeling is just so there..haha..Genting Genting here I come~~!

That's all for now, Genting I'm coming!!~