Weekend

Was suppose to post longer with something more memorable, more substance, but I just couldn't carry on.

There's just so much that I would like to say, but I don't really know how to put it in a right way. It's like so hard for me to convey what I want to say. I've lost the sense of putting things together and saying it out. How can that be? I used to ace in these kind of things.

Sometimes I just don't know what I really want. When I get that thing I feel annoyed, but when I don't get it, I feel frustrated.

When someone goes the way I wish he/she would I feel just contented but when they don't I feel irritated. Is something so wrong with me that nothing can ever go right?

It's time for me, to end my search for something that is impossible and just so not realistic. There will never be a day in my life, something like that would happen. If it was to be, I would have found it by now.

No use praying for something to happen and waiting endlessly for something. Sacrificing what you have and had for something you know you will never get. Sometimes I contemplate myself, it does not really matter, just take it easy and you will soon get over it.

But it's really easier said than done. It's been quite some time now, and I still can't get over it. However said, I still want to believe that it can be achieved. As foolish as it may sound, it's just something I wish I would succeed at least for once.

Just another weekend, but passed differently. First it was happy then maybe a little somber. Nothing much I could say. I hope you enjoyed the weekend.