Another day, another mood, another downfall.

Nothing important to post today


Nothing fancy happened today


Nothing worth to be celebrated today


Nothing to be sorry for today


Nothing to be happy today


Nothing to reminiscence tomorrow of what happened today


All there is for tomorrow to remember today is that it was just another plain day surrounded by nothing and at some point of your day there's something that will make you realize, reality sucks. Sucks up right to your head. Meeting you brought back the memories we once had, but you destroyed it. Seeing you acting cool as if nothing happen brings numbness to me. It makes me realize that there are so many people who lie and fake, out there, everywhere, just to get whatever they want.

Just like what you used to do. I can actually say that I'm partially glad that you are no longer here. We no longer contact each other. We only meet up once in a blue moon that also out of coincidence. I'm indeed glad. That I don't have to see you fake anymore. And now i solemnly wish that I would see you less and less. I wish that I will meet less people like you. You are the one smacked the senses out of me. May be I would be saying thank you now, but I am going to say sorry and goodbye. May everything turn out well. Good luck or should I say good riddance. Mind my manners here, I would be fine. Thank you and I will be okay.

Of Friends and Hamburgers

The need to update my blog, but however much I try, the spirit does not come to me. Sometimes it's just hard trying to figure how to put the words in your head and arrange the jumbled words and phrases into a coordinated and understandable way.

Well, in the end, this post will turn out to be a post that will soon be forgotten and burned into dust.

One day, a group of friends decided to go on a trip during their semester holidays right after their examinations. Two of them had reasons to go for the trip while another just wanted to tagged along and let loose for a while. Albeit he has activities to be done right after the trip, he decided to follow the other two, just to be sure. After all the things that has happened during the past few months, he was a bit worried and thought he would help out. Was it a noble move or a idiotic move, no one could tell because he himself could not figure it out.

During the trip, the one who was suppose to drive felt sick and so, the friend who tagged along offered to drive. Although being worned out because he had to do some errands and had awoken early in the morning, he withstood it and drove throughout the trip until the one who felt sick was better and ready to take over the wheel. The two passengers did not sleep the whole journey because they were afraid that the driver would have fallen asleep too and they tried to talk to create an upbeat and jovial ambience into the car.

The three friends finally arrived at their destination an immediately unpacked their belongings and had their dinner. As usual, after dinner and hanging around for a while, the group of friends decided to have their supper and chose a nice and cozy place to enjoy their tea and bread. During that supper, one of them started to feel sick right on the spot. He lost his appetite and will to talk. The pain was just too hard to bear for him. The pain did not end there and it stayed there with him throughout the night.

The next morning, when he had awoken, he was a bit glad that he did not feel that sick anymore. During breakfast however, he felt sick again but remained calm and regained his composure as he did not want his friends to be worried. During the night after their dinner, they had hamburgers as their supper. Only 2 of them wanted to eat while the other was very full. The one who was sick ate the extra hamburger although he was not feeling well and it ended up making him even sicker. The pain continued for two more days before it completely subsided.

A photo just to stir the mood up =D

Sometimes it's not how much one appreciate what you've done for them. It's the pleasure you find when you are able to help someone. You should never hope for anything in return for the things you've done voluntarily for someone. It's just a one-way ticket and if you wan a return ticket, you've got to work for it, not hope for it. However sometimes no matter how hard you work to try to achieve it, you just can't reach it.

It shows that, what you've done is completely enough and there is nothing else that you can do. Things should remain the way they are and you should not do anymore that you've done. It's good to care, but care alone is not going to get you far. Learn to give and take. Never keep giving continuously. Sometimes you need to take some back to. Having the ability to do that, you will soon be liberated and you will not be hurt by anyone, anything, anywhat anymore.

That's the hidden message behind the above story I've just written. But worry not, it's not originally written by me. I'm not capable of doing so. I just merely copied it from an article in the internet which I saw and wanted to share it with you all. =D

Malacca~!(16 June 2009)

It's been quite some time since I've last updated my blog..lolx..reason is...kinda lazy and couldn't find anything to blog about...ok..im lying..maybe im just as lazy as a kind of animal but im not gonna name it..haha..well..went to malacca for a day trip =D....Actually needed to pick up Edison from port dickson..so decided to head on to Malacaa...Kinda lazy...So just...let the photos do the talking...

In Menara Taming Sari.. =D...Yie Hua and Kit Yien

Just arriving Malacca by train.. lolx

The windmill is nice =D

Edison and I in front of a fountain.. *lame*

Two wanted loan sharks...dun mess with them.. XD

Reached UKM about 10.30 pm...was very tired but happy as well..it has been a very very long time since I've had so much fun...Although it was very tiring, for me especially, it's all worth it. Looking forward to other trips to come..i Hope there is one..haha..till then..ciaoz!~

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert.

During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face.

The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE .

They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath..

The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him.

After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:

TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.

The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"

The other friend replied

"When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."

It takes a minute to find a special person,

An hour to appreciate them,

A day to love them, but then

An entire life to forget them.


Thank YOU, for being my friend.

Lost~

Why am I in my faculty now posting this blog?? I should be in my room in the hostel, getting a good nights sleep. I am being sleep deprived. I need my sleep. I don't understand why I am in my faculty supposedly to discuss of our project but what we are doing now is just indulging in facebook and messenger. What is the purpose? If that's what we want to do, we might as well have just done it in our room. Why the hassle to come all the way to the faculty but not getting any result?

Is it just me or the group? I really can't figure this out. Why? Having to study during the holidays is bad enough. Now why this? Save me. Salvage me. From the deep trough that I've fallen into. =(