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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
The reason behind~
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
What actually is the reason behind someone's anger?
What actually is the reason behind someone's frustration?
What actually will you get from the anger and frustration?
Nothing much since the person don't even notice you ARE thrusting your frustration and collecting your anger until one day, it will just all disappear and make not significant meaning at all.
Nothing much to say,
Just a simple yet not sweet sentence that,
You made me angry. =)
What actually is the reason behind someone's frustration?
What actually will you get from the anger and frustration?
Nothing much since the person don't even notice you ARE thrusting your frustration and collecting your anger until one day, it will just all disappear and make not significant meaning at all.
Nothing much to say,
Just a simple yet not sweet sentence that,
You made me angry. =)
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Weekend
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Was suppose to post longer with something more memorable, more substance, but I just couldn't carry on.
There's just so much that I would like to say, but I don't really know how to put it in a right way. It's like so hard for me to convey what I want to say. I've lost the sense of putting things together and saying it out. How can that be? I used to ace in these kind of things.
Sometimes I just don't know what I really want. When I get that thing I feel annoyed, but when I don't get it, I feel frustrated.
When someone goes the way I wish he/she would I feel just contented but when they don't I feel irritated. Is something so wrong with me that nothing can ever go right?
It's time for me, to end my search for something that is impossible and just so not realistic. There will never be a day in my life, something like that would happen. If it was to be, I would have found it by now.
No use praying for something to happen and waiting endlessly for something. Sacrificing what you have and had for something you know you will never get. Sometimes I contemplate myself, it does not really matter, just take it easy and you will soon get over it.
But it's really easier said than done. It's been quite some time now, and I still can't get over it. However said, I still want to believe that it can be achieved. As foolish as it may sound, it's just something I wish I would succeed at least for once.
Just another weekend, but passed differently. First it was happy then maybe a little somber. Nothing much I could say. I hope you enjoyed the weekend.
There's just so much that I would like to say, but I don't really know how to put it in a right way. It's like so hard for me to convey what I want to say. I've lost the sense of putting things together and saying it out. How can that be? I used to ace in these kind of things.
Sometimes I just don't know what I really want. When I get that thing I feel annoyed, but when I don't get it, I feel frustrated.
When someone goes the way I wish he/she would I feel just contented but when they don't I feel irritated. Is something so wrong with me that nothing can ever go right?
It's time for me, to end my search for something that is impossible and just so not realistic. There will never be a day in my life, something like that would happen. If it was to be, I would have found it by now.
No use praying for something to happen and waiting endlessly for something. Sacrificing what you have and had for something you know you will never get. Sometimes I contemplate myself, it does not really matter, just take it easy and you will soon get over it.
But it's really easier said than done. It's been quite some time now, and I still can't get over it. However said, I still want to believe that it can be achieved. As foolish as it may sound, it's just something I wish I would succeed at least for once.
Just another weekend, but passed differently. First it was happy then maybe a little somber. Nothing much I could say. I hope you enjoyed the weekend.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Hard to please~
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Everything just happened so fast.
Everything just seemed uncontrollable.
It really has been a very tough and rough week.
All I wanted was some assurance.
But all I got was negligence.
Sometimes I just get dumbfounded.
Sometimes I just don't know what the meaning is.
When you're down, I held you up high.
When I'm down, you just let me crumble down to the ground.
Maybe I'm being too judgmental but considering my situation here now, maybe you could at least take the blame, at least for once.
You wanted to know if I was okay, now you've just gotten your answer.
Everything just seemed uncontrollable.
It really has been a very tough and rough week.
All I wanted was some assurance.
But all I got was negligence.
Sometimes I just get dumbfounded.
Sometimes I just don't know what the meaning is.
When you're down, I held you up high.
When I'm down, you just let me crumble down to the ground.
Maybe I'm being too judgmental but considering my situation here now, maybe you could at least take the blame, at least for once.
You wanted to know if I was okay, now you've just gotten your answer.
Saturday, July 11, 2009
The Talk Of The Town~
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Who are you to judge someone?
Who do you think you are to offer an opinion to others?
What do you feel when you think you came out with a negative side of someone?
Why do you want to find fault when there are so many more things to do?
Its really intriguing and seemingly unknown the reasons why a person likes to criticize on another. What makes you think you are in the right position to criticize some one? Sometimes, it pays to think properly on what you say and not just babble your way through without making any sense or going through your brain. It kills me just because I know people who does just that. Talking endlessly and pointlessly without using their brain.
You guys think you are so grand and superior just because you guys were given some sort of priority. You guys feel as if we are beyond your reach and we do not deserve to belong. But what you don't know is, we know everything, and it's just because we know, we keep ourselves in silence, not wanting to break any friendships that are already unsteady.
But why must you all talk about us, judge us and categorize us? Let us be reminded that we are all humans, and each person has their own defective place. Please, next time before you start talking bad about someone, start judging someone or anything that falls into the category that may be worse, please think, are you any better than the person you're criticizing? If not, please keep your mouth close to yourself and never think you can get away just like that. Because there is always one day when the truth will finally come to those who were being criticized. So please, think before you talk.
Who do you think you are to offer an opinion to others?
What do you feel when you think you came out with a negative side of someone?
Why do you want to find fault when there are so many more things to do?
Its really intriguing and seemingly unknown the reasons why a person likes to criticize on another. What makes you think you are in the right position to criticize some one? Sometimes, it pays to think properly on what you say and not just babble your way through without making any sense or going through your brain. It kills me just because I know people who does just that. Talking endlessly and pointlessly without using their brain.
You guys think you are so grand and superior just because you guys were given some sort of priority. You guys feel as if we are beyond your reach and we do not deserve to belong. But what you don't know is, we know everything, and it's just because we know, we keep ourselves in silence, not wanting to break any friendships that are already unsteady.
But why must you all talk about us, judge us and categorize us? Let us be reminded that we are all humans, and each person has their own defective place. Please, next time before you start talking bad about someone, start judging someone or anything that falls into the category that may be worse, please think, are you any better than the person you're criticizing? If not, please keep your mouth close to yourself and never think you can get away just like that. Because there is always one day when the truth will finally come to those who were being criticized. So please, think before you talk.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
A big big escapade~!
Saturday, July 4, 2009
After all the things STUPID I've posted, it's time for me to post something happy and jovial. yays! thumbs up for me...Well, went on a movie marathon yesterday in a series of fortunate events..haha..first of all..went for a movie with Wei Long, Hui Yean and Michele..and guess what we watched.haha..no other than..Ice Age 3...lalalalla~~! Indeed a movie to get rid of all the numbness I'm going thru...
The movie was as expected as funny as ever..haha...but I wonder why the only people laughing in the cinema was my friends and I..let me think..opss..i just remembered..there were only 8 people in the cinema..4 of them was us..the other 4 were uncles of not our decades..lolx...how sad..no matter..we're there for the movie..not the uncles..Indeed recommended if you wanna have a good laugh.. =D....
Moving on then...After sending all of them home, I went home and prepared myself for another movie.. =D...Hannah Montana!!~
A very uplifting movie I would say?lolx
Wanted to watch this movie so long ago and not having the chance and at last..the chance came...but then..how sad that our miss mei woon had to cancel on us.. =(..boo hoo!~ such a bummer..but luckilly the planned continued and mei mei and I went to Tropicana City Mall to catch the only show on that day.. =D...Again..there was oni about 10 people in the cinema..lolx..how pathetic..anyways..the seats were very very wide and big and very very the big..hahaha...indeed worth the price of RM7.. =D..
Mei Mei and I (her face is big/fat..lolx..she's gonna kill me)
After the movies, went to buy a few clothes..haha..what to do..the hands tend to itch at times and sometimes it can be controlled, sometimes it just wants to be free..and so I gave it freedom today..haha..
After the movies, thought that my day of outings would end there..But sooner then I know, Loke Lim wanted to hang out... =.=...din't want to disappoint him as he misses me soooo much *winks* I arranged my time just for him..haha..actually for him to treat me la.. =D..we went to a food court in Kepong and I had my dinner there..Apart from that, I also got my so long awaited almost forgotten never thought existed birthday present of last year -.-...well, my friend, he, likes to give gifts a year after your birthday..he's abit slow in that =D..Anyways..thanks so much for gift..It's very special and I know just where to fully utilise it..but not now..I will wait..until end of the year I hope..and I can use it..thanks Loke Lim..and imagine we knew through the internet.. =)...
Today was really something enjoyable that I needed to get out of the mess I stucked my head into. Luckilly it ws not a quicksand or else I won't be here..haha..hoping to not get any more emotional breakdowns. =D..not now not ever not anytime soon..
Till then, thank you my friends for making my day much much more brighter as it has not been this for quite some time..appreciate it and thanks!~~~
Silly funny and idiotic movie..Suitable for you guys that read my blog..lolx
The movie was as expected as funny as ever..haha...but I wonder why the only people laughing in the cinema was my friends and I..let me think..opss..i just remembered..there were only 8 people in the cinema..4 of them was us..the other 4 were uncles of not our decades..lolx...how sad..no matter..we're there for the movie..not the uncles..Indeed recommended if you wanna have a good laugh.. =D....
Moving on then...After sending all of them home, I went home and prepared myself for another movie.. =D...Hannah Montana!!~
A very uplifting movie I would say?lolx
Mei Mei and I (her face is big/fat..lolx..she's gonna kill me)
After the movies, went to buy a few clothes..haha..what to do..the hands tend to itch at times and sometimes it can be controlled, sometimes it just wants to be free..and so I gave it freedom today..haha..
After the movies, thought that my day of outings would end there..But sooner then I know, Loke Lim wanted to hang out... =.=...din't want to disappoint him as he misses me soooo much *winks* I arranged my time just for him..haha..actually for him to treat me la.. =D..we went to a food court in Kepong and I had my dinner there..Apart from that, I also got my so long awaited almost forgotten never thought existed birthday present of last year -.-...well, my friend, he, likes to give gifts a year after your birthday..he's abit slow in that =D..Anyways..thanks so much for gift..It's very special and I know just where to fully utilise it..but not now..I will wait..until end of the year I hope..and I can use it..thanks Loke Lim..and imagine we knew through the internet.. =)...
Today was really something enjoyable that I needed to get out of the mess I stucked my head into. Luckilly it ws not a quicksand or else I won't be here..haha..hoping to not get any more emotional breakdowns. =D..not now not ever not anytime soon..
Till then, thank you my friends for making my day much much more brighter as it has not been this for quite some time..appreciate it and thanks!~~~
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Dejected~
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
You said it is stupid.
Never mind if it was a slip of the tongue or whether it was what you were trying to say.
What important is you've said it and nothing can be done to take it back.
That is when it struck me.
No matter how much you do, it does not matter to the person as you're not the person of his best interest for now. When you are, he will look for you. *sighs*
Lolx..enough of this somber post...Holidays going to end soon...But then, the fun has just started..Just planned some outings with my friends and can't wait to execute them..guys...get your butts up and hurry!!~ Hurry before i get back into the prison I've brought myself into..haha..awaiting...the anticipation is killing me!~
- Back to what I am best at and you will not get in the way -
Signing off as happy as ever,
Till next time..
=D
Never mind if it was a slip of the tongue or whether it was what you were trying to say.
What important is you've said it and nothing can be done to take it back.
That is when it struck me.
No matter how much you do, it does not matter to the person as you're not the person of his best interest for now. When you are, he will look for you. *sighs*
Lolx..enough of this somber post...Holidays going to end soon...But then, the fun has just started..Just planned some outings with my friends and can't wait to execute them..guys...get your butts up and hurry!!~ Hurry before i get back into the prison I've brought myself into..haha..awaiting...the anticipation is killing me!~
- Back to what I am best at and you will not get in the way -
Signing off as happy as ever,
Till next time..
=D
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