Celebration

Congratulations Yih-Jie Wong. Today, you just lost a friend. For your extreme luck, you are awarded with a lifetime supply of sorrow, remorse and animosity. Well, maybe it's better off like this than lying to yourself right?

When you think about it, maybe you've just made a person free from your control. Oh wait, was I controlling or was I the one being controlled?

Anyways, going to celebrate this special day. With a date with my pillow, blanket and bed that are the only ones that can drench themselves in what I feel. Too bad they are only not human. If not, they would make great company.

Still the same

You always know when to get me. And most importantly where. It's always been like that. I wonder why I always let myself be the puppet. Pulled with strings that are controlled by you. How I wish that one day I would be able to cut those strings and set myself free. However, a puppet is lifeless without the strings to direct him.

So what now? Should I just cut the strings and be lifeless, or should I carry on being your puppet for the rest of my life?

Better, why don't I just disappear for a moment or two. Maybe it's time. You never really needed me. I was merely just a decoration.

Well, hustle up now. It's time to make a decision.

=(

It's so clever when someone knows how to use different types of sentences in different type of situations.

Maybe indirectly you're the mastermind after all. I just the follower obeying to your every rule.

Lets just keep it short. Maybe not sweet. Somehow, I feel bitter now.